short n sweet...its called emptiness

emptiness...emptiness
it lurks in the silence that was once filled with laugher, smiles, voices, noise period.
nothing there now.
nothing. just emptiness. i wish i could cry...but looks like my eyes are empty too.
i wish i could laugh, but nothing to laugh for.
all there is is emptiness that seeks not to once again be full of emotion.
doesnt mind if its love, hate, sadness, excitement, joy, comfort, relief, NOTHING,
UGGHHH I WISH I COULD SCREAM
"WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE THIS WAY?"
then whisper...
"why does this feeling have to be so cold?"
a tear i imagine would fall after this statement
so much for that since they arent there...emptiness
I got caught in it when i could have avoided it...
emtiness took me off guard
emtiness is the reason for it all...